Pyar mai hurdum.
March 14, 2008 at 11:56 am | In Kyu, Love, Thoughts, Writing by Me | No CommentsZindagi ki ulzano mein ulajhta raha
Bas uske pyar ke liye hurdum tarasta raha
Jaanta tha woh shyad hi kabhi mujhe haasil hogi
Phir bhi jhute dilase se dil bahlata raha
Socha tha kabhi to waqt mere saath hoga
Par who bhi ret ki tarah mere haath se fisalta raha
Shayad,
Khuda ko ye bhi na manzor tha aankho mein kaid karoon uske aks ko
Isliye to har lamha paani ki tarah meri aankon se behta raha
Dard me bhi ye lab muskura jate hai
March 14, 2008 at 11:48 am | In Kyu, Songs Lyrics, Uncategorized | No CommentsDard me bhi ye lab muskura jate he, Beete lamhe hame jab bhi yaad ate he.
Dard me bhi ye lab muskura jate he, Beete lamhe hame jab bhi yaad ate he.
Chand lamhat he vaste hi sahi, Muskura kar muje mili thi muje zindagi
Chand lamhat he vaste hi sahi, Muskura kar muje mili thi muje zindagi
Teri aagosh me din the mere kate, Teri bahon me thi meri rate kati…
Aaj bhi jab wo pal mujko yaad ate he, Dil se sare ghamo ko bhula jate he.
Dard me bhi ye lab muskura jate he, Beete lamhe hame jab bhi yaad ate he.
Dard me bhi ye lab muskura jate he, Beete lamhe hame jab bhi yaad ate he.
Kis kadar tez raftar thi zindagi, Keh kahe har taraf thi khusi hi khusi,
Kis kadar tez raftar thi zindagi, Keh kahe har taraf thi khusi hi khusi,
Maine jis din kahi pyar ki bat thi, Ruk gayi thi achanak wo beheti nadi…
Aaj bhi jab wo din mujko yaad ate he, Guzare lamhe zahan me ubhar ate he.
Dard me bhi ye lab muskura jate he, Beete lamhe hame jab bhi yaad ate he.
Dard me bhi ye lab muskura jate he, Beete lamhe hame jab bhi yaad ate he
Mere kandhe pe sar ko zukana tera, Mere seene me khud ko chupana tera
Mere kandhe pe sar ko zukana tera, Mere seene me khud ko chupana tera
Aake meri panaho me shamo sahar, Kanch ki tarah wo tut jana tera…
Aaj bhi jab wo manjar nazar ate he, Dil ki viranio ko mita jate he.
Dard me bhi ye lab muskura jate he, Beete lamhe hame jab bhi yaad ate he.
Dard me bhi ye lab muskura jate he, Beete lamhe hame jab bhi yaad ate he
Nothing is forever
March 14, 2008 at 11:47 am | In Kyu, Thoughts, Writing by Me | No CommentsHow many friends have you lost along The way,
How many lovers gone from your sight,
How many times have you broken down in fear,
How many times have you cried yourself to sleep at night.
This world that we live in is far from perfect,
So many things that make it wrong,
Sometimes there’s light that brightens up Your day,
But others its been dark all along.
How many times have you left your House crying,
Knowing things will never be the same,
How many times have you had to hide Behind a smile,
Live with a different name.
They say that life’s what you make it,
But how can we control death,
One minute we are here living life,
The next out of breathes.
The journey of life confuses me,
Sometimes i just sit and wonder why,
Why do the people we are closest to,
Always have to die???
Pain of my lonely night
March 14, 2008 at 11:46 am | In Kyu, Thoughts | No CommentsWatch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life’s nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range
There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it’s now time to cry
A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul
The darkness of the night has taken its toll
Memory from past
March 14, 2008 at 11:45 am | In Kyu, Thoughts, Writing by Me | No CommentsA Memory from The Past,i am in its power,a feeling Thats in My Soul.i Had like to Believe it All Didnt Happen, But The Past Cant Be Wiped,Cant bE Destroyed .. =)
I Am Wounded By Your Words Like a Blade Stabbed In My Heart.Thats Painted Red By My Blood,arguments and Feelings Fight Inside Me.
The End Just Depends On Me.
I Fear To Lose,Committed Crime,Forgiveness,Bleeding Soul?
Love!
This Is That Keeps Me Alive,Gives Power To me To Forgive,The Bleeding Wound Heals Up,But the Scar Remains And Makes Me Remember .. =)
Gone
March 14, 2008 at 11:45 am | In Kyu, Thoughts, Writing by Me | No CommentsGone is Gone,But Still ..
I do Wish,
What If those Moments Could Come Back ..
=)
Promise
March 14, 2008 at 11:44 am | In Kyu, Love, Writing by Me | No CommentsYou Pr0miSed to TaKe Care Of Me BuT You Hurt Me,
You Pr0mised Me To BrIng Me JoY BuT..You BrouGhT Me TeArS ..
U Pr0mIsEd Me Ur LuV BuT..U GaVe Me PAIN….ME?
I Pr0mIsEd U NoThInG BuT…
I GaVe YoU EVERYTHING!
Fake
March 14, 2008 at 11:43 am | In Kyu, Writing by Me | No CommentsThe whole world is fake
the faces around us
we all seem to hate
we live a lie
up until the day we die
trying to be someone were not
not being ourselves
no matter what
all living are lives
as a sharade
letting our true selves fade and fade
why cant we all be real
tell people how we truly feel
it seems as though
this is how its always gonna be
not having a true definition of the word Me,
just simply acting to make ourselves look good
not being who we are
like we should ..
I am running away from life
March 14, 2008 at 11:43 am | In Kyu, Writing by Me | No CommentsI hate this feeling of displacement,
Not knowing where I’m headed.
Not knowing how to react.
Heading to a place that I have created.
Slice open,
The pain held inside.
And let it slip away.
Every night that I have cried.
Let the blood drop,
Let it all slip away.
Let life slowly stop,
This life of disarray.
Foot steps…their coming,
Cover the blood,
Don’t show what you are becoming.
Don’t show the crimson flood.
Place on that mask,
That mask of happiness.
Forced smile…always a task.
My veins now becoming bloodless.
In they walk,
The blood still dripping.
Full of empty talk,
I can feel my life slipping.
Never did I want to die,
I just wanted to feel,
And then asked why?
To stop feeling numb would have been ideal.
But now as I slip away,
I can see things were never right.
A fake life was on display.
To the skies I am taking flight.
Why won’t this life let me go,
Take me away from my life of hell..
Afraid
March 14, 2008 at 11:42 am | In Kyu | No CommentsAfraid of what I see, I struggle to even breathe.
My memories for ever leaving a scar on me, making me drop to my knees.
No matter how hard I try, I feel frail, weak, and afraid to leave my shell.
Forever falling asleep on a pillow full of tears.
My heart feeling brittle, without fail, my blood leaving a trail.
I scream out, Will any one save me from myself, or will I have to continue to fall?’
Falling into the depth of my mind, swallowed by those ghoulies of my memories, afraid to even try to fight back.
I can hear the inconsistent laughter of these demons in my brain, rumbling through my head like a speeding train.
No matter how much I cry, I will never let you see a tear streak down my cheek.
I at least am not weak enough to let you see me, at my breakdowns peak.
After a while of tear streaked pain, I let it be, knowing that I can’t wash it all away, push it away, or wish every bit of it away.
But, I know that it has not completely disappeared, since nothing can ever go away for ever.
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